m NOT a TRanSLAtion SERvice proviDER

Oh Gosh..don't know what struck me last night...I was planning to do what i should do..yet...sth came to my mind that i should check sth. And when i arrived in office, i almost get fainted.
TOO MANY PAGES! Oh man, m really not a translater...n it is not what i am supposed to do. I really fed up with such kind of thing. No matter when, what time, break time, or whatever time, it seems like i have to accomplish thing in no circumstances.

And what did i get from that? Of course i would know lots, somehow, but it is out of track..cuz i have other PRIORITY.

It has to be s.o responsibility in a sense that it should not always fall on ME. Cuz this SelF cannot afford to get e.thing done by myself.

I need help!!! But who can help me....M afraid to seek help, cuz the look that i would get might be scary to me...oh my goodness...m really sympathetic to the writer....but it is even more sympathetic to the translator....M not running a translation service, OR SHOULD I OWN ONE ( A CHARITY SERVICE PROVIDER)? It seems like i cannot bear the feeling that oh,,it should not be me alone doing this...YET I have to do it..if i keep it for now, i ll also have to do it later..Should i keep? let go?

Silly ME always!!! I DON"T KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME. M not an ANGEL. I HAVE NO WING! NO MAGIC.....

Really miss my fantasy world