111111

so many 1s...not the time to come..anyway...i know u will only come when ya time comes and it will be the right time...

Cheers....

TD

011111

another zero and plenty of one..should it be a good start? well...whatever, it has to be good and better...
Cheers,

1010111011

Quite a number 1 and 0..
Feeling good? so so!

Cheers,

TD day *o*

As smooth as silk :D
As sweet as honey :D
As strong as her will :D
As fresh as spring :D
As cool as autumn :D
As lovely and cheerful as TD :D
As whatever TD wish to be :D

Thanks all for the best wishes...

More days to come :D

Ambivalence

And i don't know how to react...

Odd-one-out?

Have you ever felt so????????

2/2,5

Hmmmm...What does this number 2/2.5 imply? i hope/wish the numerator will go down while the denominator is definitely going up towards infinity!!!!

cheers up TD!!!

Down with the dream....

Passing 444 post, entering the 445 posting...not a cheerful one though.
I don't really understand why i always dream, napping or any kind of sleeping will lead me to a dream world.
A fantasy full of hope kinda dream is of course not tiring, however there is time when i do dream of stupid thing and make my feeling down with that dream in the morning..a fresh morning bath does not help much...

Hmmmm....dream big, dream smart, dream ...dream dream dream.....

There is time i do want to be in a real world than in a dream world..

Cheer up TD!

Work only?

I was told that i am lacking of commitment for my daily life...bla bla bla...i always forgot to do most of the thing i should do, especially thing concerning my health..i do notice that..

but well,,m i that stupid to be always reminded?

it is somewhat true that i tend to be more focus on work and maybe some other thing that i am asked/requested to (when people need help)...so i was told that i have only commitment to my work and study...all else not a bit sense of responsibility even though all are for the sake of my own good...

I am not feeling well hearing such same thing most of the time that i have never changed, or willing to change?? even a bit..really? i dunno myself now...

I am not a workaholic..cuz m lazy piggy nas..i like to eat, shop and sleep...not to work te..but when come to work, i most of the time try my best to complete my task, and usually get exploited by my innocent honest commitment...

Hooyah...i feel small for myself now..i should be a lovely cutie TD as always...sigh....

Give or Take?...?

Give or take? or i should or/and?


Can't really accept the fact sometimes that i can't expect more...hmmmmm still...

How to say "no"?

How to say  "no"??
I really have to learn how to say "no"!!!
E.1 said my feeling show on my face, but y can't people tell i want to say "no"? I guess they might know but they just pretend not to know.

Any advise on how to say no? y do i have to care of other people's feeling than my feeling itself?
I don't like to be exploited cuz of this..I do know sometimes i am kind of innocent and pure, but please take it positive and don't exploit my kindness!

I hope to be understood and hope that people should sometimes think and learn to put themselves in my shoes!
To be honest, all of my shoes are cute and nice, so please try to put yourself in sometimes so not to make me feel uncomfortable by not to mention "yes" and at the same time not to say "no" though i do wanna say so!!!

And now i wanna hang around gva a bit...y have to stay in the office working while i am supposed to leave????

Gva 20-25June11

Been away from my blog for quite a long time..
TD's life now is in another road...hope it is a rosy and smooth one.

Now in Gva for a week...away from my 007..

I am feeling like i don't have much to say in the blog now...not that i don't have any feeling..cuz most of the time i rely on my feeling not much of rationing for judgement..but kinda nothing to share? or i don't wanna share?


Best of luck and happiness ahead my lovely TD>

April 24-25 HK

Arrived at 22:00pm night..then? MRT to Ramada Hotel. Tomorrow meeting. Don't really have a sense of HK.
Anyway...

Long forgorten...

This blog of mine has been long forgotten by its owner...Pursuing for her awkward dream?? maybe not a dream...but sth that c thought it is rational??

Well, whatsoever, today would like to drop by and release a little bit of my mood. I am becoming a person with anger, most of the time, more quiet than usual..and well..in one word "sensitive" and of course "not much reason".

I have to change for the better of everyone including myself. but how. questionable?


However one thing i know is that i have to "smile" MORE !!! to bring happiness and luck all back to my side...

Best of luck TD!!

31/01/11

Been quite a day, really difficult come to eating. Cuz don really know the place. Dunno where is the best place to eat.
People in the office do not go out and eat at the same time. No set lunch time or something. So ...i was out alone looking for lunching place. Found a thai restaurant accidentally, so manage to have a bowl of noodle, imagine how much? 25 swiss franc. And a bottle of water costs me like another 5.5. And giving the tip of 1.5hmmm...really tough...the tip is not reimbursed, right?

Then again for dinner, should i go for the same restaurant? hmmm...quite hard..so decide to explore a bit...found some groceries shop where i could buy sandwich and water...oh gosh...no complimentary water in the hotel room..and maybe this IBIS hotel is a chain hotel where it might be a budget hotel...but not really a budget for as Asian..quite almost 150??swiss franc if i remembered correctly. wow...no slipper, no toothpaste..even the shampoo and the bath foam is the same..i mean...the common soap..haha...

I hope i can manage to survive for another 12 days. hmmm..how? i hope i won't have to go back to that Thai restaurant all the time..hehe...maybe ll do for a pizza nearby my office...saw it this afternoon.

My credit card and my money would be uhg uhhh...os morng heuy merl tov for another 12 days, 2 meals per day,,cuz breakfast is included in the room charge..another 25swiss franc...quite expensive neh...

Mont Blanc, Chamonix 28-30/01/11

Well,,,ban photo 2 3 pieces,,but look all yapp,

Body ache over here..not much to write about now...too sleepy.

Cheers,

Wed 26 Jan 2011

Finally i disattached myself from a place i somehow feel it is not where i fit in by noon today..I hope my journey would be much smoother and more fruitfull...

And now at this 10:12pm sg time, i am blogging at Changi Airport...kikik...The second time i transit here...by no chance to be out of this airport...hope one day i would be able to do it.

Quite sleepy here...there are quite a lot of seats here,,but are all occupied...i get to find one and rest.

Cheers,

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to all :))

Apology to those who are not appeared in this tree (cuz limited pics applied)..but it really dedicated to all..

Best wishes...

uhmmm

Do wanna write sth..but my mind is messing up..i keep writing and deleting..after all...it's better to be blank rather than a stain...

phew...

KL #2

Second time in KL...no tower..no real shopping yet.

So far no a single pic of TD in the camera yet...hmmm...hope there will be some.

Anyway..still have a few days to go...