TD day *o*

As smooth as silk :D
As sweet as honey :D
As strong as her will :D
As fresh as spring :D
As cool as autumn :D
As lovely and cheerful as TD :D
As whatever TD wish to be :D

Thanks all for the best wishes...

More days to come :D

Ambivalence

And i don't know how to react...

Odd-one-out?

Have you ever felt so????????

Down with the dream....

Passing 444 post, entering the 445 posting...not a cheerful one though.
I don't really understand why i always dream, napping or any kind of sleeping will lead me to a dream world.
A fantasy full of hope kinda dream is of course not tiring, however there is time when i do dream of stupid thing and make my feeling down with that dream in the morning..a fresh morning bath does not help much...

Hmmmm....dream big, dream smart, dream ...dream dream dream.....

There is time i do want to be in a real world than in a dream world..

Cheer up TD!

I don't care how, but YOU HAVE TO get me the result...

How do you feel when you hear this sentence given the fact that it is not under your control, but a third party?

 --> disrepectful!

Work only?

I was told that i am lacking of commitment for my daily life...bla bla bla...i always forgot to do most of the thing i should do, especially thing concerning my health..i do notice that..

but well,,m i that stupid to be always reminded?

it is somewhat true that i tend to be more focus on work and maybe some other thing that i am asked/requested to (when people need help)...so i was told that i have only commitment to my work and study...all else not a bit sense of responsibility even though all are for the sake of my own good...

I am not feeling well hearing such same thing most of the time that i have never changed, or willing to change?? even a bit..really? i dunno myself now...

I am not a workaholic..cuz m lazy piggy nas..i like to eat, shop and sleep...not to work te..but when come to work, i most of the time try my best to complete my task, and usually get exploited by my innocent honest commitment...

Hooyah...i feel small for myself now..i should be a lovely cutie TD as always...sigh....

Give or Take?...?

Give or take? or i should or/and?


Can't really accept the fact sometimes that i can't expect more...hmmmmm still...

How to say "no"?

How to say  "no"??
I really have to learn how to say "no"!!!
E.1 said my feeling show on my face, but y can't people tell i want to say "no"? I guess they might know but they just pretend not to know.

Any advise on how to say no? y do i have to care of other people's feeling than my feeling itself?
I don't like to be exploited cuz of this..I do know sometimes i am kind of innocent and pure, but please take it positive and don't exploit my kindness!

I hope to be understood and hope that people should sometimes think and learn to put themselves in my shoes!
To be honest, all of my shoes are cute and nice, so please try to put yourself in sometimes so not to make me feel uncomfortable by not to mention "yes" and at the same time not to say "no" though i do wanna say so!!!

And now i wanna hang around gva a bit...y have to stay in the office working while i am supposed to leave????

Gva 20-25June11

Been away from my blog for quite a long time..
TD's life now is in another road...hope it is a rosy and smooth one.

Now in Gva for a week...away from my 007..

I am feeling like i don't have much to say in the blog now...not that i don't have any feeling..cuz most of the time i rely on my feeling not much of rationing for judgement..but kinda nothing to share? or i don't wanna share?


Best of luck and happiness ahead my lovely TD>

Long forgorten...

This blog of mine has been long forgotten by its owner...Pursuing for her awkward dream?? maybe not a dream...but sth that c thought it is rational??

Well, whatsoever, today would like to drop by and release a little bit of my mood. I am becoming a person with anger, most of the time, more quiet than usual..and well..in one word "sensitive" and of course "not much reason".

I have to change for the better of everyone including myself. but how. questionable?


However one thing i know is that i have to "smile" MORE !!! to bring happiness and luck all back to my side...

Best of luck TD!!

Wed 26 Jan 2011

Finally i disattached myself from a place i somehow feel it is not where i fit in by noon today..I hope my journey would be much smoother and more fruitfull...

And now at this 10:12pm sg time, i am blogging at Changi Airport...kikik...The second time i transit here...by no chance to be out of this airport...hope one day i would be able to do it.

Quite sleepy here...there are quite a lot of seats here,,but are all occupied...i get to find one and rest.

Cheers,

uhmmm

Do wanna write sth..but my mind is messing up..i keep writing and deleting..after all...it's better to be blank rather than a stain...

phew...

Can u be strong like this???

Post-Lantern Festival

Not able to post sth on Lantern Festival Day...Just a bit of writing in my dear diary..Hence, here a Post-lantern festival writing..hehe..

Haven't properly eaten any moon cake yet...hehe,,just a tiny piece of picky bite...

Have faithful wish to the full moon...My wishes would be granted...right????? Make wishes wishes wishes....to becoming true!!!!

Not to confuse i wish to have this bag???? well..if i happen to have one, m glad ...

yet what is written on the bag is more special,,isn't it??

Keep wishing and wishing....and believing....for your dream to come TRUE!!!

A real lucky day

A real lucky day on my B"Day...
thanks u all for the early b'day wishes and for the meaningful posts from all concern!!!!!

Love you all.

Good also that today i can access blogger...hooray...

Have to be a lucky good day...

Tough Time

Been not able to access to blogger lately at work...Dunno whether i ll have my post on my two important events this September 2010.

Having a tough time with a lot of effort and preparation needed.

Having a tough time dealing with ______(supposed not to revealed).

Having a tough time not to be kiddy....

Having tough time to deal with everything.........

(sigh)

Best wishes to me!!!

YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)  

 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)

 3. Add 5

 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator

 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1760 ..

 If you haven't, add 1759..

  

6... Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number

 The first digit of this was your original number

 (i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week).

   

 The next two numbers are 

    

 YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!) 

THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2010) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS.

 Chocolate Calculator.

Credit is given to Waruna's fwd mail. Dunno how much this is true...try it for fun..

Well, somehow it is a good math to do for SEPT is the b'day month for me & for most people around me...make it bold!!! Happy B'day to all Sept-born..

Best of Luck&Love :))

Feeling dizzy...

The picture says it all

Which position?

I dunno which position i am, right now?
Get left behind, unable to make the decision.
Dunno when i can be of the leading position like the first leading cherry.
I just dunno what i have been doing. Seem to get inspired by the next, and then get frustrated by the next next..
Just feel inferior, in another sense...

can anyone help?

Hot TEMPER

Again, too bad. i cannot control my temper!!!!!
I throw everything by raising my voice to the other party through phone...he deserves it, yet it is not an effective communication for me to do so...

Hmm..i hope i can cool down faster and ...phew..

sorry for everyone that have to hear my loud voice...

ja ne.